The Dancing’s Done
It’s official, I missed the season finale of Smallville and Supernatural because I opted to dance tonight. Was it worth it? I sure as hell hope so. All I have to show for it right now are a pair of aching legs.
The class was fun, but it made me realize something about myself: I lack a lot of confidence when it comes to making friends. While the other ladies in the class were making conversation and joking around with me, every time one of them looked in my direction, my eyes immediately went to the ground. Funny that I didn’t catch it until I am back at home, showered, in bed and typing this.
I guess part of me is shy and feels ashamed of my body, though I know I shouldn’t. All the girls in my class are rail thin and every frigging class I sweat like a pig over a flame. Sure, I can keep up with them alright (thank goodness for previous dance experience), but it just feels strange to be the only one in class that sweats so damn much.
Chances are I need more cardio in my life. That’ll have to start tomorrow though. Tonight, I sleep.
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